Theme:Â Slight Fluff+Slight Angst, idk anymore
Note: I based these tiktoks I saw :>
( https://www.tiktok.com/@_..j3llyf1sh.._/video/7291341064592510250?q=sanegiyuu%20cosplay&t=1705602182656Â
and
https://www.tiktok.com/@_..j3llyf1sh.._/video/7318866452897860910?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7310275483920483882 )Â
so erm
i hope y’all are grateful I risked getting in trouble for not finishing my hw on time to write this /j
(plan on seeing more angst tho :3 idk why both fluff and angst videos inspire angst ideas)
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His arm hooked around Giyuu’s shoulders, his scarred face close to the Water Hashira’s as he leaned towards him, resting his head on the other’s shoulder.
“…Shinazugawa?” Giyuu mumbled, after a moment of silence.
“Mm?” Sanemi glanced at him, moving his position to look at Giyuu.
“I… Will you meet me here again? Tomorrow?” Giyuu asked nervously. His gaze flickered to Sanemi’s hand which rested on his own.Â
“Mm, alright,” Sanemi (I wrote Sanmi ;-;)Â said, nodding.Â
In front of them, the water fountain seemed to flow a bit higher, matching Giyuu’s emotions as he found himself nuzzling closer to the Wind Hashira.
They sat like this for a long moment, the only sound being the water and their breathing in silence.
Eventually, Sanemi moved away. “I’ve got to go,” he said, much to Giyuu’s disappointment.
The two stood.
“See you tomorrow?” Giyuu asked, a bit hesitantly.
Sanemi kissed him in response, sending butterflies scattering in Giyuu’s stomach.
“Tomorrow,” Sanemi agreed, retreating.Â
Giyuu stared after him as he left, a small smile forming on his mouth.
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“I love you, Sanemi.”Â
Sanemi smiled. “You always had a way with words, Kanae.”
“It’s not a way of words,” she said, laughing. “I’m simply telling you that I love you.”
“Hm, then perhaps your tone. Gives me butterflies,” Sanemi teased, resting his forehead on hers.
“If I have a way with words, yours is probably through physical affection,” Kanae decided, a hand tracing the scars on Sanemi’s chest. (headcanon’s 🤩)
“Is it, now?” he asked, kissing her gently.
She smiled at him. “Yes.”
They were there at the park. The one with the bench sitting across from a water fountain.
Behind them, somewhere in the bushes, Giyuu sat with his head curled to his chest, his arms wrapped around himself as he wished he could get up and leave. But he couldn’t, they would hear him. Know he had been here the whole time.
His body shook, not from the cold but from the shaky breaths he was trying not to take as he felt himself almost fall into a pit of misery, his body sagging under the weight of an invisible force.
It felt like hours but was probably only minutes before Kanae and Sanemi left, most likely hand in hand.Â
Giyuu sat there, without moving, for a full minute after they left, his mind racing.
And then he stood, quickly brushing off the leaves and dirt off of him, before turning and walking promptly out of the park, in the opposite direction the other two had.
He didn’t know where he was going but eventually found himself wandering to the Butterfly mansion.
His chest seemed to tighten at the thought of Kanae being there—though he knew she wouldn’t know about this. She would never let it happen. Right?
Before he could leave, the door opened and Kanae’s younger sister—Shinobu, who helped the injured often when she wasn’t on missions—stepped out.
“Tomioka?” she said curiously, quirking a questioning eyebrow in his direction.
“Uhm. Kocho. Hi,” he said awkwardly, shifting.Â
“Hello, do you need something?” she asked, walking towards him.
“No, uhm, I was just walking,” he said.
“Oh, well Aoi just made lunch and we have extra, want any?” she offered, giving him a gentle smile.
“No, it’s okay, I-“Â
Before he could comprehend what was happening, Shinobu was pushing him inside, closing the door behind him.
Giyuu found himself at a table, eating with Shinobu, Aoi, and three little girls. He blinked, staring at the chopsticks that had been forced into his hand.Â
What… was he doing here.
“Hm, you look troubled,” Shinobu noted, starting to eat.
The other girls gave a murmur of agreement, glancing up at him.
“Oh.”
“You’re a Hashira so you probably have a lot to be troubled about. Oh! Speaking of Hashira, have you seen Kanae recently? I was looking for her but she didn’t come home for lunch; thus, the extra,” she said, motioning to his bowl.
“Right.” Giyuu messed with the idea of pretending he hadn’t seen her but decided that was being petty and sighed. “Yes. She was… with Shinazugawa. At this one park? With… a water fountain. I, uhm, passed by it on my way here and saw them.”
“Oh, alright,” Shinobu said. “Why don’t you eat?”
“Right,” Giyuu repeated, quickly starting to eat, not wanting to seem ungrateful.
“Are Kanae and Shinazugawa dating?” Aoi asked, after a beat of silence.
Giyuu waited, listening carefully.Â
“I would assume so. I don’t know why Nee-san picked such a moron to date, though. I don’t like Shinazugawa,” Shinobu said, sighing.
One of the little girls laughed.
“Why not?” Giyuu asked, interested.Â
“Because he’s arrogant. I can’t figure him out. Sometimes, he seems like the type to be loyal, sometimes he seems like he’s gay,” Shinobu said, rolling her eyes.Â
Giyuu flinched. “Oh?”Â
“Mhm.” She twirled her hair around the top end of her chopstick for a moment, then looked up. “You flinched when I said that. Do you know anything?”Â
Giyuu averted his eyes. Fuck, he was bad at acting. “Uhm. No. Thanks for the food,” he said, lifting the bowl to his lips and drinking the rest of the soup quickly. “I’ll be off now.”Â
“Answer my question!!” Shinobu complained.Â
“He probably has training or something, he’s also a Hashira, remember?” Aoi said.
Giyuu gave them a nod of his head quickly, then left, his movements stiff.Â
Once he was out, he let out a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding. Then instantly wished he hadn’t relaxed when he saw Sanemi and Kanae walking up to the house, Sanemi’s arm linked around Kanae’s waist comfortably.
Giyuu froze and Sanemi’s eyes met his. For half a second, they stared at each other, Sanemi’s expression hardening for a beat before Kanae smiled and Giyuu broke their eye contact.
“Hello, Tomioka! I didn’t think you’d be here?” she said.Â
“Yes, uhm, Ko… Shinobu told me there was extra food and forced—I mean offered—for me to have some,” Giyuu explained, his gaze set on the ground. He could feel the other two Hashira’s eyes on him as he talked and he inched cautiously to the path, trying to escape.Â
“Oh! You’ve eaten already, then?” Kanae asked.Â
“Yes.”
“Why don’t you stay? You look tired, you can rest here,” she said, smiling as she and Sanemi walked up to the door.
Giyuu went to shake his head but his eye caught Sanemi’s calculating gaze and he was suddenly unable to speak, unsure what he should feel.
Kanae ushered him and Sanemi inside, closing the door behind her. (do you get deja vú :3)
Inside, Kanae told Giyuu he could rest in one of the guest rooms, instructing Sanemi to lead him there.
Then she left to go to her sister, leaving the two Hashira alone.
“Uhm. Shinazugawa,” Giyuu said, shifting uncomfortably.Â
Sanemi ignored him, walking through the halls where Giyuu presumed was the room he was meant to sleep in.
“Your room,” Sanemi said, comfirming Giyuu’s presumption as he pointed to a door at the end of the next hall.
“Shinazugawa?”Â
“What?” Sanemi’s eyes flicked over Giyuu, as if reading him.
“You’re… dating Ko- Kanae?” Giyuu asked quietly.
“And?”
“Con…grats, then,” he murmured.
“The hell?” Sanemi raised an eyebrow and stared at him for a second then rolled his eyes and turned away.
As he started to leave, Giyuu watched him carefully.
It didn’t seem like Kanae and Sanemi had just recently started dating. Which would mean Giyuu had kissed Sanemi—no, Sanemi had kissed Giyuu—when he’d been in a relationship. When he was.
Fuck, why had Giyuu thought he had had a chance anyways? And why the hell had Sanemi done that?
{Word count: 1380}
Randomly ends bc i’m too lazy to finish it 🤩
Fuck i was reading MHA and now I keep thinking of Sanemi as Katsuki and GIyuu as Deku HELP ME 😠The personalities don’t even fit (especially giyuu and izuku-)
Sanemi’s also a lot more considerate and a bit less physically aggressive than katsuki tbh
i tried reading a sanegiyuu but then in what i read giyuu ended up being so much like Izuku and Sanemi like Katsuki and now i’m going to die and i’m sorry if their personalities were way off
nyways ignore me-
it was raining when i’d written this so i kept thinking it was raining in what i was writing it got confusing
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