Warnings.
Matheo.
Warm gentle streams of sunlight beamed into our bedroom, the light made him seem so angelic, from his hair to his huge form barely covered by the sheets, he was beautiful as he was cruel, but that was never to me, I would never and have never gotten his cruelty or his harshness, those who knew of his truly savage nature were his enemies, in which he killed swiftly and mercilessly.
I never judged him for it, he was an alpha and he had found his balance, you could never be kind without the presence of cruelty therefore an alpha must be kind as a father but also strict and cruel as a leader, we all knew Savage had found that balance, and we praised him for it, I for one, loved him for it, my punishments were deliriously delicious. I smiled to myself as I watched him sleep, how lucky I was to have to spend the rest of our lives together.
Suddenly my heartbeat became erratic, my breathing laboured and I gasped for air unable to fully feel everything around me. “Hermosa.” Savage had abruptly woken up to my laboured breathing. “Hermosa what’s wrong?” He questioned as he rubbed my back, being in his arms and being engulfed in his heat made me feel better again, I could breathe again, that wasn’t a panic attack, that’s was a warning. “Savage.” I croaked out clinging to him, I didn’t know what had happened but I knew how my body reacted to everything around me ever since papa adopted me and placed me as one of the pack when I was still a baby.
“How are you feeling?” The alpha who held me questioned worriedly. “I feel okay now.” I mumbled my response as his arms tightened around me. “Should we go to the doctor, I will bring you a warm cup of tea.” He offered but all I wanted was to be in his arms, I felt safe in his arms and all I wanted was to be held. “No, just hold me.” I replied in a whisper and he moved both of us back to bed in the right position, and he held me tightly, against his strong beating heart. It calmed me, calmed every part of me until I sighed in relief. “Im sorry I ruined your sleep.” I spoke without words but he knew.
“You didn’t ruin anything for me, I was already awake the moment you woke up.” He responded making me blush, that was a while ago and all I had done in that time was stare at him and how mesmerizing he was, I could feel my face burning the with embarrassment so I hid in the crook of his neck as he let out a deep hearty laugh, he was indeed amused by my reaction. “Im yours to do whatever with, I’ve given myself to you as have you hermosa, don’t shy away because you love me.” He whispered in my ear and each word tugged at my heart. I indeed loved him.
“Today is one of those days, you ready for it, or we can always cancel.” He suggested but I didn’t want to cancel, I couldn’t always rely on Savage to be the one who saved me, dad could beat alphas while he was pregnant, and I wanted to continue that legacy, I wanted to be a luna who could protect the pack whilst my alpha watched in praise, we were together in this, so I would never let him do it alone. “No we aren’t cancelling anything, let’s go.” I asserted as he lifted me off from the bed and we headed into the bathroom.
We tried to get there without any mishaps but kisses were stolen, and my body was groped. “I won’t go easy on you.” Savage commented after handing me my toothbrush, and I whined but acknowledged his statement, could I expect him to go easy on me when the pack went through even more brutal training, I was their luna and what good was I if I couldn’t fight for myself. After cleaning a little we were ready to go, but I grabbed shorts for Savage just in case, incidents happened a lot.
We made our way to the backyard, he was already naked when we got there I wondered how but didn’t question it, when he stood clear of me he flipped over and in no time Blue stood in front of me, his dark fur looked shiny in the morning sun, I walked over to the large wolf, his height was the same as Savage in human form, a clear seven feet if not more. I hugged his large head and laid my forehead on his own, I couldn’t shift but that didn’t mean our bond wasn’t strong, he was always there to talk when I needed him.
Soon after I was on his back and he was sprinting toward the pack training grounds, the wind whipped past me and everything was a blur as we moved faster, I loved the rush of it all, the freedom I felt. We got to the training grounds and mostly the warriors were there, when they saw blue and I they bowed in respect of the alpha and went back to training, I got off Blue and after he shifted back to the half of him, I immediately put shorts on him. “Matty doesn’t want the world to know he’s riding a monster.” Goddess did Garret have to be around, I groaned due to his statement.
“And for that little tease you’re training with him, hand to hand combat you’re allowed to use your wolf strength.” Savage called out as he stood a fair distance from both of us, I remembered the first time I broke my leg and my arm, it took weeks to heal, but after I healed papa threw me back into training where I broke more bones till they became resilient, those were really painful days.
“Begin.” Savage called out as we now stood face to face, Garret was taller, stronger and the beta of the pack, Savage really wasn’t going easy on me, he lunged for me with a fist hurled at my face but I flipped back earning gasps around us, I wasn’t rusty and definitely my agility was improving, we circled each other again and ran full force toward the other, he tried to tackle me but I jumped into the air, flipped and kicked his back making him miss and roll on the ground, the beta growled and looked at me with calculating eyes, he was serious now.
He lunged for me again in a blur of speed, I dodged his first hit but felt the second when it registered on my torso, I grabbed his arm and pulled him back to deliver an upper cut and a knee to his torso, we both grunted in pain and drew back, to attack stance, again we lunged for each other, the beta tackled me to the ground and punched me several times, I freed my arm and punched him so hard I felt my own hand bruise, he was still holding me down so I drew back my knee and hit his torso whilst punching him again, he moved slightly but that was the opening I needed.
I slipped under him and kneed his torso again which made him roll to the side, I flipped into the air and dropped down on top of him which caused several cracks to be heard, I had definitely broke bones with that move. He flipped himself upright to face me again but stopped when he dropped to one knee and spat out blood, I also had to wait since my healing wasn’t as rapid as his, thanks to mating, I could still heal faster than normal.
When he was alright I had already lunged for him, the beta was surprised but shook it off instantly, I wound my legs around his neck and used his momentum to throw us both to the ground but he took more damage, Garret grabbed my leg and threw me to the ground making me arch my back, he was about to deliver a kick to my torso but I dodged and flipped back several times to avoid it, it would’ve caused so much damage, he was heaving like I was but we weren’t even at our limits.
Before I could lunge for him my senses screamed at me once again, something was wrong, I knew that wasn’t just a panic attack. “Alpha something is wrong.” I immediately relayed to Savage who nodded to Garret and they took off headed west.
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LMJ
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