yun qingci was now quite satisfied with li ying, and no matter what he demanded, li ying would try his best to satisfy him. his former favorite kisses and hugs are now almost routine.
because of li heng’s initiative to please, yun qingci gradually became willing to pay attention to this child, after all, no one dislikes a well-behaved and cute child.
he began to run to the jiangshan hall every day, and the famous name was that li ying shared the heavy responsibility of taking care of the children, in fact, while watching the cute and loving white dumplings while admiring the beauty of his husband jun, and from time to time he could secretly eat some tofu.
before he was reborn, he also thought that after li ying had inherited whose child, even if he didn’t like it anymore, he would help him raise the child well, but he didn’t think that the child could still be so well raised, and he could be so comfortable to raise.
yun qingci felt very happy, and his heart gushed with great satisfaction.
but in such a life, sometimes there will be a little unhappiness, that is, li ying’s nightmare.
after returning to the palace, he first found that li ying still had nightmares, it was a month later. when he and li ying slept, they always liked to stick close together, so the other party could find out in time if there was any wind and grass.
at first, he just felt that his arm had been scratched, and the pain was transmitted to his brain, and he woke up in a daze, and he noticed that li ying’s face was not quite right, and before he could open his mouth, li ying had already woken up sweating.
no matter how long it took, he would still be terrified by the black hole-like eyes when he woke up from li ying’s nightmare.
he reacted immediately and reached out to cover his eyes.
the palm was soft, relieving li ying’s discomfort almost instantly. <
“close your eyes.”
li ying’s breathing was slightly heavy, and his eyelashes brushed his palm and obediently closed his eyes.
yun qingci flipped over to him, moved his palm away, and gently helped him press the temple that kept jumping. because he had just woken up, his voice had a characteristic ambiguity, and there was a different kind of warmth in li ying’s ears.
“nightmares again?”
“hmm.”
“or that dream?” he saw li ying’s eyelashes flickering and said, “don’t open your eyes.” li ying’s
five fingers contracted and he said in a dumb voice, “yes.”
yun qingci pursed his lips, kissed him on the lips, and said, “i’m fine, you can feel it, can’t you?” “
hmm.” li ying answered, but his eyebrows were slightly bulging, and yun qingci’s fingers came between his two eyebrows, the fingers were soft and powerful, and he pressed carefully on the center of his eyebrows, “i forgive you, don’t think about it.”
yun qingci would take care of him in this way before, and when he was irritable because of state affairs, he would also intimately help him relieve his discomfort.
even if he did it again, li ying would still feel pain, no matter what, he had failed yun qingci, even if he paid more price, yun qingci had been killed by him once.
yun qingci watched as his dark eyelashes became moist, and he rubbed the tip of his nose against li ying’s, and his heart was soft and painful for a while: “well, it’s all over, i don’t care, what are you still doing in your heart.” lli ying’s
heart hurt even more, and he turned over and pressed him back, burying his face heavily in his chest.
yun qingci’s waist was tightened by him, he held the other’s head, his palm slid over his long scattered hair, and the whole person became gentle.
he rarely saw li ying’s fragile appearance, so he cherished li ying, who was willing to show weakness in front of him, which would make him feel that he was needed.
otherwise, he always felt that he was just a tool for li ying’s icing on the cake, or just a vassal that was placed next to him.
“otherwise, the building will not be built.”
“to build.” li ying knew how to restrain his emotions, and his tone had calmed down, although he was still coveting the warmth in yun qingci’s arms: “when i first built the building, it was really just so that you could see the peach blossoms in the palace.
“i know, didn’t we make this clear?”
“hmm.” li ying said, “in this life, i can’t let you have regrets.” “then
you…”
“not because of the building.”
yun qingci believed him.
that night, they slept in each other’s arms. yun qingci had a bit of a medical background before, although it was all learned by li ying in order to make him less clingy, but i have to say that a little skill is good. <
otherwise, he couldn’t personally make anshen incense for li ying, but in order to avoid making a mistake, he still ran to the tai hospital for advice before he dared to really practice it.
he made incense and spice bags for nourishing the gods that he wore with him, and while giving them to li ying, he did not forget to give a copy to his father and brother, and told him that he could carry it with him.
even xiaodou ding li heng has a share.
after there were no palace concubines in the palace, everything was peaceful and peaceful, and in the autumn, li ying finally collected enough evidence to completely overthrow the zhang family, and the ironclad evidence was like a mountain, irrefutable, and the whole family was sentenced to be beheaded.
yun qingci did not go to see empress zhang, but one night, he saw li ying returning from the taici palace, he was dressed in black, his look was ancient, and it was not until he saw yun qingci that his expression became slightly more vivid.
then the next day, the news of the empress dowager’s violent death came from the taici palace, and li ying was very calm about this, and only told him lightly: “everything will return to order.”
he posthumously sealed his birth mother and buried empress zhang.
the disclosure of tianzi’s life caused an uproar in jingguo, and somewhere it was rumored that he had been abused by empress zhang since childhood, and the people felt empathy for tianzi, and the zhang family had completely become a street rat, and there was no place to turn around.
in this regard, yun qingci tested li ying’s attitude, and he asked, “do you see me like i am being bullied?”
yun qingci felt that he was like, but he felt that he was not so like. <
he is a very paranoid and sensitive person, but li ying has always been very gentle in his previous life, even if he occasionally becomes cold, as long as he does not involve the bottom line, it is easy to coax well.
yun qingci has always felt that a person with a good temper cannot be wronged, and if someone dares to make him feel bad, then he will fight for his life to get it back.
he realized that li ying didn’t want to share those unhappy things with him, so he didn’t ask much, anyway, the days were very long, and when he wanted to say it, he would naturally say it.
yun qingci did not want to deliberately expose his scars, he knew that li ying had his own pride. it’s not that he connived at li ying, but since the two people had already reconciled, he didn’t feel that li ying owed him anything, so he would give his partner the greatest respect without affecting the future of the two.
he didn’t want li ying to become humble, to be accommodating, to become less like himself because of him.
when the weather gradually turned cooler, qi feng lou completely rose up, and li ying’s nightmares began to be frequent.
he would always dream of yun qingci in his previous life, remembering that in the ice and snow, the other party was wearing ill-fitting shoes and thin single clothes falling from the roof. the beautiful and tragic endings in memory are seamlessly handed over, abrupt and cruel, and even after countless times, they will still tremble all over.
after yun qingci was woken up several times in a row, he found that li ying did not dare to sleep next to him, he slept in a confused and staring manner, and would take the initiative to approach li ying, or simply touch his hand and clasp his ten fingers to appease him.
but one day, he touched his side for half a day, and the temperature of the other party was still left on the mattress, but li ying was not around. <
yun qing rubbed his eyes and sat up, shouting, “ah ying? no one answered
, and yun qingci got out of bed, only to find that the door was half hidden, and li ying was standing in the courtyard.
yun qingci followed his line of sight, and the familiar qifeng lou flew over the eaves, revealing a corner beautifully and gracefully.
li ying stood motionless and looked at it motionlessly.
in his previous life, when he woke up in the middle of the night, he would often look at the qi feng lou like this, and sometimes when he looked at it for a long time, it was as if he had been frightened.
yun qingci looked at him through the door for a while, then quietly returned to the room, felt his black cloth bag from the head of the bed, and carefully opened it, revealing the bright night pearl inside.
qifeng lou has a total of six flying eaves, from the perspective of chaoyang palace can only see a specific one, the perspective of other palaces yun qingci is not very understanding, but he knows that the eaves that can be seen in the jiangshan palace are not the same as what he saw in the chaoyang palace.
within two days, li ying was once again awakened by the nightmare, he did not alarm yun qingci, wu zi wiped the cold sweat on his forehead, and looked at yun jun in a trance.
the room was lit with the soothing incense that yun qingci had personally concocted, which was a reassuring smell, but li ying was always in a trance, as if all this was not true, just his hallucination.
he habitually lifted the quilt and got out of bed to see the eaves of the qifeng building. <
when yun qingci said that he was going to stop the construction, he thought that he was okay, but when it was built, li ying found that the eaves were too familiar, so familiar that he couldn’t help but feel afraid, as if he had once again returned to the world of losing yun qingci and unable to change the ending.
if it were possible, he would never want to see qi feng lou again in his life.
but in this case, he didn’t know how to talk to yun qingci.
he also knew that it took a lot of manpower and material resources to build a building, and even if he was the son of heaven, he should not be a child in this kind of thing.
he pushed open the familiar palace door, and overheard the palace people on duty outside whispering, “look what is hanging there?”
“the moon?” it’s so bright. “is it
really bright, is it the pearl of the night?”
li ying walked out, and everyone was silent, not daring to make a noise.
tianzi, dressed in a dark soft silk single dress, came all the way to the courtyard, stood in a familiar place and looked up.
the whole person was stunned.
obviously, it was still that roof, the eaves that would make him feel afraid as long as he couldn’t see yun qingci, but it suddenly changed its appearance.
a round glass lamp hung there, and on such a cold winter day, on such a high eaves, the wick could not have been a candle. <
inside it was a pearl of the night, shining dazzlingly in the middle of the night, like a small moon, swaying slightly with the wind.
under the glass lamp, there should be a bell hanging down, and when the wind blows, there is even a clanging sound coming into the ear, just like the fairy sound above the nine clouds, which makes him wake up in an instant.
it was not an illusion, he was indeed reborn, even if the building was exactly the same as in the previous life, but this was no longer the world of the previous life.
someone used this glass lamp, which glows in the dark of night, to completely distinguish the past life from the present.
it was hung especially for him, and belonged to his little moon.
li ying’s heart fluttered, and he spun around and strode back into the palace. yun qingci on the bed was habitually turning over, and his white hand was touching it on the bed.
he realized in the chaos that li ying might have gone out again, and as soon as he half opened his eyes, his fingers were grasped by a person, and a person with a faint cold breath on his body came up and hugged him in his arms.
yun qing snorted, his half-open eyes closed again, and said softly: “out again?” “
hmm.” li ying hugged him tightly and whispered, “i see that there is a glass lamp hanging on the eaves.” “and
then grin?”
“you hung it?”
“mm-hmm.”
li ying kissed him heavily on the lips. <
yun qingci, who had not woken up, had soft lips and a soft temper, even humming was soft, li ying let go of him with restraint and said in a dumb voice: “ah ci.” “what’s
going on?”
“will you always be so nice to me?”
yun qingci’s eyes bent up, he couldn’t stop smiling, and said slowly, “look at your performance.”
“so, will you always like me?”
“oops.” yun qingci sensed his uneasiness, immediately opened his eyes, and sweetly kissed him: “of course.”
“really?”
“hmm.”
yun qingci has always been a very affectionate person, what he likes to eat will not get tired of eating all the time, and the person he likes, even after a lifetime, will still like it.
li ying’s forehead lowered, his eyes moistened against yun qingci’s forehead, and he muted and longed: “say you love me.” “
i love you.”
“listen.”
yun qingci’s face deepened sweetly, kissed him again, and said softer and more stickyly: “i, love, ah, ying.”
li ying exhausted all his strength and hugged him tightly in his arms. his face was buried in yun qingci’s neck, breathing deeply and eagerly.
me too.
i love ah ci the most.
my little bodhisattva.
thank you for your willingness to save me, forgive me, and, also, love me.
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