Janet P.O.V.
After listening to everything Tamar had to say in the kitchen, I decided that it would be best to try to talk things out with Toni. I walked into our bedroom and what I saw broke my heart. Toni was clutching a piture of us to her chest, crying and shaking. Her back was facing me. I rubbed her back, causing her to turn over and face me. Her eyes were puffy and red from crying so much. She looked completely broken and I hated seeing her like that. If I could take back everything that I did to her, I would. A few moments of pleasure isn’t worth her eternal pain. All I can do is promise that I’ll never hurt her again.
Janet: Are you ok to talk babe?
She nodded her head, sitting up and still clutching the picture. I carefully took it from her, staring at it. I giggled as I looked at it, running my fingers along the frame.
Janet: We were so young.
Toni: And in love.
Janet: We still are in love. We always will be.
Toni: How can we be when we hurt each other so badly?
Janet: Yes we hurt each other many times, but we’re still right here so we can fix it. Let’s just be completely open and honest with each other. No more secrets. Let’s lay it all out on the line so we can move on. I still want to be with you when this is all over. Isn’t that what you want?
Toni: It’s all I want. I’m ready to tell you the truth about Robyn.
Janet: Good because I’m ready to listen. I won’t hold anything you say against you.
I set the picture back down on our bedside nightstand. She sighed, wiping her tears. I carressed her thigh to reassure her that she was safe with me and she didn’t have to be ashamed of her past.
Toni: I met Robyn in the very beginning of my career, when I didn’t even realize I was gay. I had just finished my debut album and my label held the release party at the strip club. I didn’t want to have it there, but the label thought it would get people’s attention. Anyways, I drank a little more than I should have and Robyn seduced me. I had never been with a woman, but I was curious and drunk so I went along with it. After that I hired her to be a background dancer on my first tour. We started sleeping around together on the road. We got to know each other better and she made me fall in love with her. Everything was perfect until she quit background dancing for me. She claimed it was to keep our relationship fresh, but she just wanted to fuck other girls in the strip club. I was young and I didn’t know much about relationships. All I knew was that she was the first woman I had ever been with and that was worth fighting for to me. It all took a dark turn when she began abusing drugs, and eventually she began to abuse me. I was so afraid that if someone found out then my career would be ruined, so I took the punches and kicks and slaps. I wanted to help her fight her addiction, but she only wanted to fight me. I promised myself I would never be with another woman…but then I met you and you changed my mind J. You changed everything in my life and I’m so happy you did. Robyn was my first lesbian relationship, but you were my first real love. You’re my only love.
By this time tears were rolling down both of our cheeks. I wrapped my arms around her, hugging her tightly. It felt so good to hold her again. She was a warm place for me. I cupped her gorgeous face in my hands, stroking her hair. I brought her face closer to mind and gently pressed my lips against hers. She placed her hands on my lower back, deepening the kiss by plunging her tongue down my throat. She sucked my tongue, causing me to moan in her mouth. My hands roamed my favorite parts of her body. We managed to undress one another between our intense kissing, leaving us both in only our panties and bra. She pushed me down on the bed, getting on top of me and continuing to kiss me with fiery passion. She grabbed my left leg and wrapped it around her torso, caressing my cheek as her tongue intertwined with mine. I loved kissing her almost just as much as I loved having sex with her. I ran my hand down her back to her ass, gripping it firmly. She focused her attention on my neck, peppering it with soft kisses. I moaned her name, begging her not to stop.
Tamar P.O.V.
I stood in the threshold of their bedroom door, watching Toni and Janet. Toni locked eyes with me as Janet was sucking her titties. I tried to turn and walk away, but my feet wouldn’t let me leave my spot. It was as if they were glued to the floor. Toni bit her bottom lip seductively, smirking in my face as Janet went down on her. I couldn’t watch it anymore because I knew that should’ve rightfully been me. They wouldn’t even be in the same bed if I hadn’t urged Janet to talk to Toni. But here I am once again, alone and on the outside looking in. I saved their marriage tonight, but only so I can destroy it. I’m tired of spinning this web of secrets and sins with them. I’m done playing games with Janet. It’s time I take back what belongs to me.
I remained in place until Toni orgasmed, and then I felt sick to my stomach hearing her moan Janet’s name. I ran into the guest bathroom, bending myself over the toilet and puking my guts out. I leaned against it, taking a minute to breath. I was losing her before I ever really had her. But I couldn’t be weak. If Toni wanted to mess with my head, I could play the same game, and I could play it so much dirtier. I took my phone out of my back pocket, looking for a specific contact. She picked up on the first ring.
Tamar: Can you come over? I really need you right now.
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