Aidan got there the same time as me and we parted ways. I went to bed and I was peacefully thinking about my family when my mind decided to bring back an image of a certain naked someone.
I shook my head.
Back to my family.
My father was in the army and he died serving his country. My mother was married to another man who I saw as my father because of his lovely nature compared to my aggressive prick of a father.
Well a lot of people question why I followed after his footsteps if I hated him so much. I used to adore my father before he went to war and got injured. He became angry and violent. He became abusive and despite my mother reporting him, they still took him back after his injury healed and he was cleared.
Back then things were too black and white. After he went back to serve, I wished him dead on my birthday wish. I was so sick of him and unfortunately he died. At first , I felt guilty then I remembered the pain he caused my mother and I. Plus there was no way a silly wish before blowing cake candles caused his death.
I still wanted to be in the military because before my father turned into a freaking dick, he actually taught me things I loved to remember.
I had to call my mother later but that was just something that caused my anger to rise up. All she did was ask me about a woman. If I finally met a woman to introduce to her. Maybe this time I would say,
No, mother I saw my trainee naked and her wet body was stuck in my damn fucking mind!.
I groaned at my thoughts. Why did they keep coming back to that?. I closed my eyes and tried to force my mind to think about something else but it found ways to bring back that wet naked body.
What was wrong with thinking about Aidan like that ?
“Well first off she is 19 years old. She is also my trainee and I am her fucking instructor. And the fact that it would be wrong In many ways!”
I snapped sitting up.
Great, now I was talking to myself.
I tried everything to force myself to sleep but all I could think about was Aidan and her left cheek stupid dimple and her nipples and her stupid smile when I offered to train her one on one.
Oh fuck that too.
I was generally fucked!
Eventually I got tired and fell asleep after 1 am. I dreamt about Aidan which made me wake up at 4am. I was mad at my mind.
Why couldn’t I shut my thoughts up?.
It was like a chant.
I couldn’t stop.
I showed up at training grumpy and cranky buy nobody could tell since I was always wearing a blank face.
“Chase, where to so early on Local leave?” Percy asked looking at me.
The training grounds were empty and I had forgotten that today was a leave for everyone at camp.
“Umm on a run” I lied.
“Great then come on let’s make it up to the hill”
Fucking great.
I had to run 5 miles just because I forgot a small detail and was too prideful to admit I forgot about it. To my surprise other trainees were running early up the mountain and back.
The look of pride on my face when I saw my trainees. My girls were there moving strong and fast. That made a little change on my mood.
Until we came across Aidan.
She raised her head up running in the direction where we were coming from. All I could see was her sweating skin and fine ass body.
“Did your trainee just check you out?” Percy questioned once Aidan was a great distance away.
“No, I didn’t notice it”
“I did”
“She was probably taking in detail of the people she meets. I train them that too.” I defended Aidan trying to remain monotonous.
“Uh huh”
The rest of the way I wandered if she actually checked me out?. I went back to my place and took a shower then wondered what was next for my day.
I knew other instructors were at the main military house drinking away their stress. I wanted to join them maybe later in the day. I decided on visiting the gym to get rid of my frustration.
It was empty when I arrived so I took my time in it. I was on my bicep curl when a woman walked in. She looked angry, I stayed silent going on with my exercises.
The blond woman went straight for the punching bag then began to punch ger problems away.
Her hits were great until she was punching on side which was good way to get your arm to snap.
“Are you imagining you are hitting the face of whoever caused that anger?” I asked sitting on a bench.
“Yes and I…I would appreciate if this punching bag could bleed” The woman was breathing heavily.
“They must have done something so horrible to make someone as beautiful as you imagine such horrible things” I looked in her eyes.
“He did. I’m out here in the middle of no fucking where. All I ask is some stupid loyalty but no, he got himself a new girlfriend” The lady vented.
“That’s fucked up. You need a way to release all this anger. A way that won’t twist your arm” I suggested lying down the bench to do my lifting but I felt a pressure on my waist.
“I know a way you can exercise and I can RELEASE my anger” The woman smirked grinding herself on me.
A man came in with a towel around his neck.
“I have a private gym, wanna come?”
She smirked then stood up. We got to my place and I found out she was an Instructor but one who trained for just that. Her name, Liz. Elizabeth In full.
The sex was good. She really needed that or that’s what she told me after I fucked her. At least my hours moved up a little so I could get to the Main house.
I decided to walk her out. I opened my door to see Alice standing there. Liz left with a little kiss then I was left to deal with a trainee.
“Good day Sergeant. I’m sorry to disturb your day”
“It’s fine Private Burton. How can I help you?”
“I’m stuck on a decision and I thought since you were in the military before, you could assist me” Alice looked nervous.
I couldn’t invite her inside. It smelled like sex in there.
“Alright, let’s take a walk towards your bay” I closed my door then joined her going back to the bays.
“I..uh my siblings are begging me to get out of the army. I am not sure if I should agree or not” Alice explained her situation to me.
“Hmm I think you should ask yourself why you want to be in the army. Your reasons for being here before you make a big decision”
“A part of me doesn’t want to die. I don’t want to go out there and never come back to my family. That will break them. But I want to fight for my country, I want to serve and make a safe place for us all. That’s why the decision is hard for me” Alice looked down deep in thought.
“If you do choose to stay, serve knowing you have a family to get back to. Make sure your choice is when you truly want. Don’t make it based on fear” I advised the young girl.
“If this happened before you trained us, I would have been out of here Sergeant. But you have made us work so hard I want to shoot you and thank you at the same time”
The girl chuckled. I noticed Aidan practicing in the shooting range. She was so determined, it made me admire her.
“My job is to bring out the soldier in you and if you work hard enough with me, you will serve this country bringing victory in whatever you do. Think hard on that decision soldier, tomorrow we are starting hand to hand combat and night fitness training. If you think you hate me now… Them…” I smirked walking away without finishing my sentence.
Time to check on my little brave soldier.
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